The first couple weeks we arrived at the Honor Academy we go through an LTE called gauntlet week, which is kind of like a detox from the world. We can only listen to worship music, we had to have intense room checks everyday, we couldn't watch any movies or TV shows, and we had a couple sessions everyday.
I really liked the opening session with Ron Luce, I realized how much I need to change my heart and open up the eyes of my heart to God. I realized right away how hard of a change it was going to be, but how worth it and necessary the change would be. I realized how worldly and obsessed with things I have been lately. I felt very ashamed of my past knowing I could of changed but didn't, it was hard coming to this new place with no one I knew. I was glad I got put in the gauntlet core I was in. I became really good friends with my whole core instantly, and they are still my friends. It was really hard being put in a call center because I am very introverted and I don’t really like talking. At first I was afraid to be in a call center because I was afraid I would say the wrong things to everyone or not be able to get anyone to want to go on mission trips, but I’m realizing now that God is using this opportunity to make me rely on him and let him work through me. I asked everyday for God to give me the grace to want to call people.
I enjoyed the Commitment banquet because it was a symbol of me committing a year to God and letting him enter in and change me into who he wants me to be. It was a good time to be able to be with my gauntlet core before we got our new cores. Gauntlet was defiantly hard but I feel like I grew a lot closer to God and made some good friends who I will hopefully have for the rest of my life even though I just met them. It was hard leaving some of them, but I defiantly grew through it and through getting a new core. I also grew a lot through getting put in a ministry placement I didn't want to be put into.
I really liked the opening session with Ron Luce, I realized how much I need to change my heart and open up the eyes of my heart to God. I realized right away how hard of a change it was going to be, but how worth it and necessary the change would be. I realized how worldly and obsessed with things I have been lately. I felt very ashamed of my past knowing I could of changed but didn't, it was hard coming to this new place with no one I knew. I was glad I got put in the gauntlet core I was in. I became really good friends with my whole core instantly, and they are still my friends. It was really hard being put in a call center because I am very introverted and I don’t really like talking. At first I was afraid to be in a call center because I was afraid I would say the wrong things to everyone or not be able to get anyone to want to go on mission trips, but I’m realizing now that God is using this opportunity to make me rely on him and let him work through me. I asked everyday for God to give me the grace to want to call people.
I enjoyed the Commitment banquet because it was a symbol of me committing a year to God and letting him enter in and change me into who he wants me to be. It was a good time to be able to be with my gauntlet core before we got our new cores. Gauntlet was defiantly hard but I feel like I grew a lot closer to God and made some good friends who I will hopefully have for the rest of my life even though I just met them. It was hard leaving some of them, but I defiantly grew through it and through getting a new core. I also grew a lot through getting put in a ministry placement I didn't want to be put into.